Everything is going to the beat

All of my friends are being torn in different directions.
All of myself is being torn into different directions.
But I am so extremely happy. And that's what makes me think that we were wrong all along. You know that somethings not right in the friendship, when you feel like you're happier with out them.

I'll leave it at this, I know exactly what I'm doing.
I've known all along. And I promise that this is the best thing that I can do for you, and the best thing I can do for myself.

I never meant for anything to be permanent. I never intended that I wanted it to be. All I wanted and needed was a break. And all our friendship really needed was better communication. I was sick of hearing it from everyone else. I wanted to hear every single complaint you had about me, to be told to me face to face. Last night was awkward hopping to different parties, and seeing you at all of them there, but not saying anything to each other. Even when we were standing a foot apart.

But maybe I should be the first to say that we're not going to change for each other.

I'll admit it, if you will too.
We are both such stubborn people.
It's what kept us together. It's what tore us apart.