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I could stop myself right now. Right here. Stay exactly how I am in my hopeful disposition. But all the signs are just showing me how terribley this is going to end up. This is probably the best thing I could possibly do right now. It's all I've ever used as my back up plan all of my life. It's been my biggest shield, my biggest protection, my escape, and my shortcut through everything.

Before I get even more attached, before I get letdown again, before I lose a little bit more of myself, I think it's time to push myself to keep moving on.

Because really, that's the way I've always done it.
That's all I've ever known.

The more you leave, the less you lose.