Used to be one of the rotten ones, and I liked you for that

I was lying down on my couch in my room tonight for about an hour, just staring at the texture on the celling and trying to make shapes out of it.

When I have time to pause and reflect on everything, I actually think logically.
I actually start to answer questions that I've had for a long time.
I thought about everything you said, and I thought about all the things I thought were cool about you.

Apparently, every word you said wasn't even true.
And I guess now.. I don't really know you at all.