If you're going through hell, keep going.

"Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost.
Doesn't mean I'll stop, doesn't mean I'll cross.
Just because I'm hurting, doesn't mean I'm hurt.
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve..
No better and no worse..

I just got lost, with every river that I tried to cross.
Every door I ever tried was locked.
And I'm just waiting until the shine wears off."

I'm trying, I'm really trying, to keep on.
But I know that the ways I'm doing it are unhealthy.
I'm reminding myself that this isn't going to be forever, this pain, or what I want. That one day I'll get there. But it's so hard to keep moving.