I miss the still of the silence

I want to go back to all of the times that I let go of what I had because I was unsure of what I wanted, I was never willing to push through for what needed to be held on to. Oh, if only I could show each one of you how much I've grown. How amazing of a person I've become..

It was hard sitting a couple feet away from you guys yesterday
And it's still hard seeing you guys every day
I know that forgetting is what's best, but it's a really hard thing to do

There are so many people that I miss having around