Finished

I'm really done with this asshole personality I've had lately. I think. I can't make any promises. Because every other day I seem to be in a bad mood. I can't really help it.

But honestly. I'm starting to find inspiration in things again lately. I really wish I could stop jumping back and fourth from all this different ways of living, and I wish I could keep up with my own moods. But, I really can't. I AM officially the most difficult person on this planet. You all are probably getting so tired of my blogs because I'm always saying the same things, going through the same things, talking about the same things. I know it gets old. It gets old for me too.

I need a little bit of change.

I don't know. I feel like I'm gonna have a lot more to write tonight because I just can't seem to express what I'm trying to say.

It's funny. I noticed when I hardly get any sleep, for the next few days I'm very tired, uninspired, lazy, cranky. Which is normal. But when I do get sleep like I did last night, the day is a little bit more clear. And I can actually achieve what I try to do. No matter how much sleep I get I still can never quite verbalize what I'm trying to say. Ha! That'll never change. I was trying to talk to my mom today, and she asked how I was doing and I couldn't even put it all into words.

Lets just leave it as, I feel inspired to do great things again.
Yeah, that about sums it up. Oh! And the sleep is really helping.