You forget it in people

I've learned a lot from you, probably more than you know. I've picked up a lot of things from you. You have taught me many things that have honestly changed me in ways. You've said things that I actually let get to my head, and apply to myself, which is something not many people know how to do. You're probably one of the most interesting people I've come across. I've always felt a connection, and I don't mean to sound like a creep in all of this, but the strangest part of it all is I don't even know you. And that was one thing that I wanted to do, get to know you. I got to know you through words, and songs, and observations, and there were a couple times when we were actually with the same people. But I never actually knew you.

But let me say thank you for teaching me the things you did through your writing. Even though they weren't on purpose. Even when they weren't directed towards me. Your views on things are amazing. And everybody in your life is lucky to have you. Sometimes it seemed like you understood me more than the people I'm around every single day. You have a great ability of capturing peoples emotions. You seem to have just about everything figured out.


The seniors are all graduated. And there are a couple that I'll miss.
But I'm just glad I knew them at one point.
It'll be weird not seeing them around anymore, what's even more weird, is the fact that I'm next in line.

So keep the blood in your head, and keep your feet on the ground

I ran into you today. And of course once again, it was such a weird feeling.
It's not awkward. No.. it never gets to that point. It would never be able to be like that between us, even if we don't know each other now. But it sort of messes with my mind. Half of our childhood was spent together.

When our friendship turned into you calling me back once a week, it always sounded like pitty. You were sorry for leaving me in the dust but I was never angry. It was what it was and I still cared about you. I wasn't upset. I wasn't upest. I wasn't upset. And I'd like for you to know that. I know you didn't know how to find an escape. I know you didn't know how to save yourself.

I'll remember the younger versions of ourselves.





And I will remember you before all of this



I'm not upset with what you've become. Or the things you've done.
I'm not upset that the drugs took over.

You're the smell before rain, you're the blood in my veins

I can't explain how perfect last night was. I loved waking up with you right next to me. The connection between us is indescribable. I feel so comfortable when I'm with you. I don't know how we ended up together, but I'm so glad we did. I don't understand how I could find someone so perfect for me, but I did.

I love you hiding your head from scary movies.
I love you hiding my keys when I have to leave.

I can't get enough of you.
every hug
every kiss
every conversation
makes me love you more

I've never stayed up so late in my life. But we stayed up until 9:00 in the morning. I didn't want to fall asleep because I didn't want to miss anything. I'd rather be looking into your eyes than closing mine.

I just saw you a couple hours ago and already miss you.
I just never want this to stop.

The stars are holding you, holding you, tonight

"Everything that seems like its a big deal right now, won't really matter in the future. Later on, everything's just fine and we'll look back and wonder why we stressed so much about it"

It's funny that you said that, because I was thinking the same thing right before you did. I was thinking about that when my dad was sending multiple texts telling me to come home. And when thinking about how your mom thought you were inside. They were both of course going to end up mad, but it didn't matter. Because we knew they'd be over it by the next day. You remind me to enjoy everything while it's happening. To keep your mind on what's right, and forget about the rest. Because it'll all blow over.

With you in my car, with you in my arms. I didn't need anything else.

Change is on the way, if you wanna live it out

I believe I've become somebody that I would like to know.

I will always find entertainment out of being the one who entertains.
I will always be a people person.

And on a side note, May 2009 was the best month of my life. I will never forget these times. These experiences. Or these people.
I can't get enough of this.