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It's so much better, if you open your heart

"You say you've heard it all before
I'm not the man I used to be
And we all change from time to time

We all look for something more
forget the ones we truly need
its just a game we hide behind

Oh if you take my hand
and walk beside me, get lost inside me
oh I will love you if you say I can. walk beside me
get lost inside me

but you know it could be better if you open your heart
so much better if you open your heart
oh you know it could be better if you open your heart
so much better if you open your heart

you say your life is such a bore
and who am I to disagree?
I kind of like when you're in mine
the ineffective face you wore
the smile I hardly got to see
these are the things i just cant seem to leave behind
but when you talk about how bad you got it
well, you know it couldn't be that bad
cause life's to short to throw it away
you got the whole world in front of your eyes today
and thats a good enough reason to not be so sad

and I want you
and you need me
and I need you
and you want me

so lets smoke and lets drink and lets fly
talk till the sun hits the sky
walk through the water like jesus

you make me believe"

Couldnt think of something to say the day you burst

I hate seeing you like this. I care about you too much to let you sink this low. I'm tired of you being betrayed by your friends and hearing all the terrible stories of the things they did to you. She was a bitch. She was terrible. And I told you from the beginning to not trust her.

Last night you knew what you had coming. And you don't remember any of it today. Your so called friends kept handing you shots, and handing you beers, and when you were talking to me, I didn't even know what you were saying. The next thing I know, you're handing me your shoes and purse and you're on the ground fighting her. And I'm wondering if you lost your mind. Everyone crowding around you, yelling. You get off the ground and take me into the bathroom. Fixing up yourself as you look in the mirror. "I'm not done yet." You looked like a mess. You hand me more of your things and you rush out towards her as people hold you back. She's being held back too, but she doesn't look nearly as crazed as you do. You finally push everyone off and scream the loudest scream, and every ones silent. You've now fallen to the ground, crying, screaming, with blood all over your face as she stands back, sipping on her beer, watching what she created.

You're kicked out, your ride bails, and you made yourself look weaker than I've ever seen you before.

And I want to go back to the day where you said,
"These are my friends now."

Junior Year 2009

"This year went by in the usual way
Some friends were lost, some friends were made
Money was spent, money was saved
And in the end we're all ok
In the end we're all okay

If time is measured in memories
Don't set your clock to misery
The clicks should come from what you got
And not the things that you lost"

It's days like today that I'm grateful for things like taste buds, and breaths of air. For sight, and sound. For extra seconds spent with you. For the warmth of my room, the comfort of my bed.

Please just let me keep everything as balanced as it is right now.
I can't let it all tip again.