It doesn't get more pointless than this

Today was a really good day, again.
A lot of people were bugging me though. Especially that stupid Kelsey girl. Bitch. Seriously, I can't stand first period because of her. I can't stand her voice, and she never stops talking, and she gives death glaires to me Chelsea and Derek anytime we laugh. She's stupid. First period is stupid. I think Chelsea, Bailey, and I guess derek? Are the only people that make it fun. Second period, nothing happened. There's nothing to type about. Third period, nothing to type about. Fourth period I went with Chelsea and Caitlin again. We went and got Starbucks and went to the park they're so fun to be around.

SO MANY THINGS ARE IN MY MIND THAT I NEED TO SPILL OUT
SO JUST DEAL WITH THE FOLLOWING RANDOM STATEMENTS:

Maddie got mad at me today because I was being an ass. I'm sorry Maddie.
Chelsea, and Caitlin, and Christian, and everybody that was at the library table with me probably thinks my apology to her is fake. But I really do mean it. Oh and sorry for making you feel awkward at mcdonalds Chanel.

I haven't hungout with Joseph for so long. I hope he can hangout this weekend.
My step mom is paying me so much cash for just taking care of her animals while she's gone for the weekend. She used to bug me, but now she's chill (CHILL? WTF?)

I need to call Allison soon,
I left my water bottle down at the track. Damn I guess I should go get that
And go on my run. OKAY SORRY FOR ALL OF THESE POINTLESS THOUGHTS

Once again, a pointless post. Bye.

Held in for way too long

I'm sick of this. I hate it so much.
I like her, she likes him. blah blah blah

Every time she says something about him I just want to roll my eyes
I hate how she has no clue that I still have feelings for her. I hate that I probably have no chance with her. I really hate that she likes him. I envy people that have perfect relationships. I can never seem to maintain a strong relationship because every time I get what I want I take it for granted what is there. But I know that this time I wouldn't. I know that this time I would really fight for our relationship. I don't know why I'm getting all worked up about this anyway. It probably won't even happen

I'm done thinking about it
And now half of you can probably guess who I'm talking about
I don't really care anymore

Good night

I love days like today

I woke up this morning in just the greatest mood
I woke up awake, with tons of time before I had to leave. I blasted my music, for once I actually got to have breakfast at my own house, and I got to just sit around for thirty minutes and relax. That's not really normal for me. I usally wake up with thirty minutes until I have to leave

Then, on my way to school my dad called me and told me he's giving me money for my good grades. Yeah, I actually raised my grades. And I'm actualy doing good in school. Which is big weight off of my shoulder. I went to lunch with Julia it was our normal lunch she gets a monster, I get an amp and we both get bagels sit around and make fun of the people in safeway haha I love lunch with her

I love my free fourth period. Everyday I have fun in it. I guess I better enjoy it now too because my dad's not going to let my have any free periods from now on. Chelsea and Caitlin make it so much fun. Today we went to Market of Choice. I bought another amp and they got energy drinks, we went down to the park and had one big party.

I really enjoy the weather today
I just think today is great period.

Damn!

I miss the good old days with these kids
Well at least when all of us were friends. I kind of wish they could settle out their differences and we could all hangout every weekend again. But maybe that's just something that won't happen.

I miss our days downtown, And hanging out at nicks house, and going to carls junior for lunch every day! And my weekend with nick in sunriver. Even if we did argue the whole time. It still was fun

Of course Rayven and I are still friends. But we're missing Nick in the gang! And it seems like everytime Nick and I make plans we never follow through

LETS ALL BE FRIENDS AGAIN! YEAH?

Wasting My Time

I really have been feeling latley like school is just a waste of my life.
I'm starting to fall behind in all of my classes again. Everytime a new term starts I always promise myself that I'm going to get great grades in all of my classes but I never follow through. I get to lazy and I find all these different things to distract me from doing my homework

I'm going out of my mind!
I just want the summer to come. I'm done with all of this work.